Me and How I Lost My Heart
Growing up as a child I was very happy and patient. People loved me and life was good.
I had a big gorgeous house...2 dogs, and a pet penguin named jynx. I lived there with my mom and my evil step fathers Hoss.
One day back in November 2003 I woke up and went about getting ready for school as normal. I went to my Mother's room to kiss her good-bye before I was off for school. Something was wrong with her....She was blue, I said "mommy you ok?" and she looked up to me and said "I'm sorry" I shook her but she didn't move...she was sitting up and breathing, but it was like she was frozen. What could sorry mean?....I knew it was him!
I went to school but couldn't concentrate, My mother's voice kept echoing in my head "I'm sorry". I ran home as soon as I could get away from first period to find ambulances at my house...I walked right up to Hoss and said "what have you done to my mother!!" "Nothing you little twit, but I can assure you, you'll never see her again" Hoss replied.
That night I hopped a ride from some friends up to the hospital. As I walked up to the ICU door, I hear over the loud speaker "CODE BLUE IN ICU, CODE BLUE IN ICU" A cold rush came over me. A voice in my head kept clambering to me louder and louder "how are you gonna live with out her, what are you gonna do?" I fought back in my mind "stop thinking like that nothing is wrong, that call wasn't for her" I felt as if I was losing my mind.
10 minutes pasted and a nurse came from the ICU and went straight to Hoss and said...I'm sorry sir, we lost her.
I turned to run but couldn't move...I couldn't leave her. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" kept screaming in my mind and then I opened my eyes and It was me who was screaming!! Tears where streaming down my cheeks, and it burned so badly, as if i was crying pure acid. I lunged for Hoss with a scalpel in my hand. But to his luck a doctor grabbed me. Hoss disappeared.
I went home and packed up jynx in my book bag and headed for my Grandmothers house, vowing to never love, never trust, and to never stop looking for Hoss. Once I was a good girl happy and caring..But now pure evil flows through my veins, I guess I'm like those sayings : Good girls are bad girls that don't get caught!
In loving Memory
Teresa M. W........
May 23,1955~Nov. 4,2003
My funky Side kicks
Kill death: pingo
Bat: cooba (cool bat)
And my newest addition
Bat Manatee: Desperado
lol and he came with a theme song
Desperado, why dont you come to your senses?
You been out ridin fences for so long now
Oh, youre a hard one
I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin you
Can hurt you somehow
Don you draw the queen of diamonds, boy
Shell beat you if shes able
You know the queen of heats is always your best bet
Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you cant get
Desperado, oh, you aint gettin no youger
Your pain and your hunger, theyre drivin you home
And freedom, oh freedom well, thats just some people talkin
Your prison is walking through this world all alone
Dont your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky wont snow and the sun wont shine
Its hard to tell the night time from the day
Youre loosin all your highs and lows
Aint it funny how the feeling goes away?
Desperado, why dont you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin, but theres a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you, before its too late
achievments
10,000th prop : Summer's/NickMyers 6/25/08
Made the final 3 in the Joke-A-thon 5/21/08
Won 2nd place in the Joke-A-Thon
6/20/08
Vegahorror's comment about my story
revenge belongs to the dark ones
it fills your heart with hate and pain
it makes you an evil person
it will take you closer to the fallen one
but when you finally get your revenge...
it fills you with power
it fills you with the sweet taste of victory
it makes you want more...and more...and more
its the feeling that will create a new world
its the feeling that god has...
its the best thing a human can do in life
it will give you hell but you will feel like heaven is inside you
keep your feeling
let it grow
i will pray for your revenge to come
SO TRUE BUDDY SO TRUE!