quotes
Love no one that lives hate all that exsists
Experience is the name we give our past mistakes, but what's the name of the following ones?
You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel
No matter how hard you try to hide
No matter how far you get away
there will always be arguments
yelling...
screaming...
& pain
Death is a permanant reminder of something that you can never have back
Woe to the girl who lost her best friend... or were they ever truly best friends?
I've got a heart full of pain..
a head full of stress..
&a handfull of anger
held in my chest.
No one can tell when they're hurting, because each day is spent trying to cover it up.
The word l.o.v.e doesnt exist in my dictionary anymore
All that's necessary for the forces of evil to win in the world is for enough good men to do nothing.â€
We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell
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URBANIAC OF THE DAY
09/27/07
my reading from
Blooddrop the Gypsy
In the past I see
Stifling matriarchal influence. Possibly a Mother or Grandmaother who is controling. Unhappiness, selfishness, poverty and disruption of the home or family. Indecision, paranoia, and jealous rage. Possible problems with childbearing or childbirth.
In the Now I see
Being surrounded by love and devotion but taking it for granted. Ignoring the real and longing for the indefinable. Apathy and disengagement from the world. Dissatisfaction with the condition and direction of affairs, but the inability to accept new opportunities.
In the Future I see
Things that have distracted you and kept you from spending time with loved ones are disappating. Clarity, control and peace in troublesome times. Increased psychic abilities. Temptations, small problems and minor setbacks overcome. The dawning of a new day.
Remember nothing is craved in stone and one choice could change everything. Whether it be for the good or the bad.
But I hope this helps you on your path!
Blooddrop the Gypsy
all right i now have a sidkick
his name is sneeky
about me
~REAL THINGS ABOUT ME~
hi.
i go by black raven ,white wolf or my fav nobody. the first two are names that i got from my grand parents tribes, i am black foot and cherokee. Any way im kinda new to all of this so any advice would be nice.
I live in this small town in florida and it sucks. There is nothing to do but dream about how to get out, so thats what most of us do.
most people that know me would say that i go out of my way to be mean but it just comes easy :-) but in truth i just say what i think i don't like to be lied to so i don't lie or sugar coate any thing so if you don't want to know what i think then don't ask. i also have a very darke and twisted mind and i love to use it so if your a happy go lucky person and you don't like unhappy people then you won't want to meet me
other things
i'll give props as i get them and out of the blue i will just start giving them away
i will help when asked but keep in mind that i am new and not that strong yet so i wont be much help
if any one has a my space look me up i always like to meet or talk to new people my name there is i_am_nobody and if your one of my homies just tell me and i will make you my friend
poems
~BLEED~
Go through hell and ask to be free
Feel the pain bestowed on me,
Walk through fire as I did for you,
Dream of me like you used to do,
Die for me as i did for you
Now bleed for me like I did for you.
Dance in the shadows within the valley of death
Look at life and take your last breath
There lay shameful sins that echo through
Out of me and into you,
Now bleed for me... like I did for you.
~PAIN~
There's nothing more beautiful then self inflicted pain,
when you feel really down and have nothing to gain.
your feelings of depression drive you to crazy things,
you wish that you could get away from it all, you wish that you had wings.
you hope that when you fall, you'll fly,
or this harmful behavior may force you to die.
you might no that you shouldn't be doing what you do,
but hurting yourself in any way, might be what you're addicted to.
~DOWN AGAIN~
I've been pushed down so many times
I feel this time will be the last
as I lay here fading
my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past
I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building
as I lay here on the floor
I have no strength to get up
I'm not worth it any more
